I sigh and say out loud, I haven’t done anything worthwhile today.

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‘I don’t agree with you,’ comes a voice.

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It’s been so dry and tiring, I protest.

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‘Start at the start,’ he commands.

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Prayer in the Woodland Chapel: I finished the story about John and found it had depth and meaning.

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I met with my director, who agrees with me.

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I have my lunch, then ask Mary to join me while I sew my tapestry.

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And we talked of this and that, Mary telling me how she wove her son’s clothes and mended them.

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Our needles went in and out, the colours shone in the sunlight.

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I pause and say with wonder: Why it was such a good day, and please Lord, don’t say ‘I told you so.’

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‘I wouldn’t dream of it,’ God laughs. ‘I’ll only think it!’

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Before you go, the squirrel on my window was a very nice touch.

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We all have days on retreat where there are doubts or tiredness.

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But God is always present and there are no rules while on retreat.

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